Am i worth it anymore??

I'm tired of everything you've done to me. i wanna give up and pull the covers over my head. when I'm sad or upset i listen to our song and it cheers me up and i can smile but tonight it doesn't work. the tears steam down my face. Nemo trys to care for me but i just can't let it go. your suppose to be the one making sure I'm ok. I've always cared about you and let you lay your head on my shoulder when your upset. When you miss me i call you and tell you i love you a million times just so you remember. Never have i doubted your love but for once in my life my hope is fading, my faith is melting, and my heart is breaking over you. Tonight when i go to bed it wont matter to me if i wake up late or if i even care to get out of bed. Tomorrow i wont mind if you don't kiss me, hug me, hold me, or tell me you love me. If your finally done doing whatever it is that your trying to do i wouldn't mind you back. i didn't get out of my last relationship so i could jump back in to one that is the same!!! I may be only a teenager and think i know what love is but i believe that you can know what love is at any age. don't fight with me cause your argument is invalid. So am i worth it to you? was it all a game? am all you say i am? One day i hope you understand that i wouldn't give you up for the world!All ive done is love you!!!!!!!!!!!  so tell me Am I Worth It Anymore??