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Friday, October 21, 2011

The People We Call Friends Or Family Or Both~mmfil~

They're the ones that stare. They're the ones that talk behind close doors. The endless bull that they cause... you know the drama we all want to avoid, but we all know that the people that want out of it most are the ones that are usually wrapped up in it more.
There the people that cause it most, and then thats when you relize their the people that you hang out with..... hmm now on that note i know im not alone when i say that their the people that you'd like too just like to slap the sh*t out of and say "Grow up and get a life" then you gotta think of the repercutions if you do that.......
Hmmm what bout family their the same way... i mean my family is soo messed up..... for once i just want a normal family its stupid. And people wanna know why teenagers are so messed up in the head i mean look at some of your family's totally NOT PERFECT!!! but whatever then we turn 18 and move out.... and some how the families we make end up just as messed up if not worse the when we were kids... i guess if there starting families earlier then 18 then of course some how it is just not gunna be normal your still a child your self and you gotta rase one yourself.. so of course your kid is gunna be messed up....
As for me im not normal... you see your parents fight soo much and you see how they treat each other with words you just see it as normal for how to treat or be treated by your......boyfriend or girlfriend.... you let your friends walk all over you and your partner.... i let himm..... treat me like i was nothing and i didn't even see it but then the people that you learn it from are freaking out cause your letting it happen... UMMM HELLOOOO YOU MADE IT LOOK NOMRAL TO ME! How am i suppose to know thats not normal.. or that its not health... i didn't notice that i was unhappy or a little depressed....
Ok then you get someone that treats you like a princess and then you treat him like SH*T ummm ok this is not normal for a 15yr old too do..... well dont yell at me i didn't know any better they showed me ......

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