Well... I really dislike people that are self abosrobed it makes me sooo crazy.. It also makes me crazy to hear ppl complain about lies... like when their lying about their lives...like the girls that have sex with every guy then complains about how they think their pregnat or about any lie just cause your life isn't that intersting doesn't mean you gotta be a lier STUPID!!!!! Or the girls that think that every thing is about them... HELLO WAKE UP NOT BOUT YOU ALLL THE DANG TIME.... them type of ppl just uhggg and so do the little chicks that run their mouth about stuff they think they know bout when really they don't. there just acting like they know stuff just to look smart cause really there not... but i mean what do i know, to them im a wh*re... just cause i had liked a couple guys... umm ok i think if i was a wh*re i would be doing everything that walked... like half the chicks in this town..and thats why when i graduate im gunna move to a different state....
Kaity RaeLynne
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
Friday, October 21, 2011
The People We Call Friends Or Family Or Both~mmfil~
They're the ones that stare. They're the ones that talk behind close doors. The endless bull that they cause... you know the drama we all want to avoid, but we all know that the people that want out of it most are the ones that are usually wrapped up in it more.
There the people that cause it most, and then thats when you relize their the people that you hang out with..... hmm now on that note i know im not alone when i say that their the people that you'd like too just like to slap the sh*t out of and say "Grow up and get a life" then you gotta think of the repercutions if you do that.......
Hmmm what bout family their the same way... i mean my family is soo messed up..... for once i just want a normal family its stupid. And people wanna know why teenagers are so messed up in the head i mean look at some of your family's totally NOT PERFECT!!! but whatever then we turn 18 and move out.... and some how the families we make end up just as messed up if not worse the when we were kids... i guess if there starting families earlier then 18 then of course some how it is just not gunna be normal your still a child your self and you gotta rase one yourself.. so of course your kid is gunna be messed up....
As for me im not normal... you see your parents fight soo much and you see how they treat each other with words you just see it as normal for how to treat or be treated by your......boyfriend or girlfriend.... you let your friends walk all over you and your partner.... i let himm..... treat me like i was nothing and i didn't even see it but then the people that you learn it from are freaking out cause your letting it happen... UMMM HELLOOOO YOU MADE IT LOOK NOMRAL TO ME! How am i suppose to know thats not normal.. or that its not health... i didn't notice that i was unhappy or a little depressed....
Ok then you get someone that treats you like a princess and then you treat him like SH*T ummm ok this is not normal for a 15yr old too do..... well dont yell at me i didn't know any better they showed me ......
There the people that cause it most, and then thats when you relize their the people that you hang out with..... hmm now on that note i know im not alone when i say that their the people that you'd like too just like to slap the sh*t out of and say "Grow up and get a life" then you gotta think of the repercutions if you do that.......
Hmmm what bout family their the same way... i mean my family is soo messed up..... for once i just want a normal family its stupid. And people wanna know why teenagers are so messed up in the head i mean look at some of your family's totally NOT PERFECT!!! but whatever then we turn 18 and move out.... and some how the families we make end up just as messed up if not worse the when we were kids... i guess if there starting families earlier then 18 then of course some how it is just not gunna be normal your still a child your self and you gotta rase one yourself.. so of course your kid is gunna be messed up....
As for me im not normal... you see your parents fight soo much and you see how they treat each other with words you just see it as normal for how to treat or be treated by your......boyfriend or girlfriend.... you let your friends walk all over you and your partner.... i let himm..... treat me like i was nothing and i didn't even see it but then the people that you learn it from are freaking out cause your letting it happen... UMMM HELLOOOO YOU MADE IT LOOK NOMRAL TO ME! How am i suppose to know thats not normal.. or that its not health... i didn't notice that i was unhappy or a little depressed....
Ok then you get someone that treats you like a princess and then you treat him like SH*T ummm ok this is not normal for a 15yr old too do..... well dont yell at me i didn't know any better they showed me ......
The words i coulnt say
In a book, in a box, in the closet In a line, in a song I once heard In a moment on a front porch late one June In a breath inside a whisper beneath the moon
There it was at the tips of my fingers There it was on the tip of my tongue There you were and I had never been that far There it was the whole world wrapped inside my arms
And I let it all slip away
What do I do now that you're gone No back up plan, no second chance And no one else to blame All I can hear in the silence that remains Are the words I couldn't say
There's a rain that will never stop fallin' There's a wall that I tried to take down What I should have said just wouldn't pass my lips So I held back and now we've come to this
And it's too late now
What do I do now that you're gone No back up plan, no second chance And no one else to blame All I can hear in the silence that remains Are the words I couldn't say
I should have found the way to tell you how I felt Now the one I'm telling is myself
What do I do now that you're gone No back up plan, no second chance And no one else to blame All I can hear in the silence that remains Are the words I couldn't say
What do I do now that you're gone No back up plan, no second chance And no one else to blame All I can hear in the silence that remains Are the words I couldn't say
What do I do now that you're gone No back up plan, no second chance And no one else to blame All I can hear in the silence that remains Are the words I couldn't say
There it was at the tips of my fingers There it was on the tip of my tongue There you were and I had never been that far There it was the whole world wrapped inside my arms
And I let it all slip away
What do I do now that you're gone No back up plan, no second chance And no one else to blame All I can hear in the silence that remains Are the words I couldn't say
There's a rain that will never stop fallin' There's a wall that I tried to take down What I should have said just wouldn't pass my lips So I held back and now we've come to this
And it's too late now
What do I do now that you're gone No back up plan, no second chance And no one else to blame All I can hear in the silence that remains Are the words I couldn't say
I should have found the way to tell you how I felt Now the one I'm telling is myself
What do I do now that you're gone No back up plan, no second chance And no one else to blame All I can hear in the silence that remains Are the words I couldn't say
What do I do now that you're gone No back up plan, no second chance And no one else to blame All I can hear in the silence that remains Are the words I couldn't say
What do I do now that you're gone No back up plan, no second chance And no one else to blame All I can hear in the silence that remains Are the words I couldn't say
Thursday, October 20, 2011
Those one friends!
There’s those friends that you consider friends nothing more really you care bout them but their just there, their not close but at arms length if you absolutely need them there sweet and can make a day better by a couple words but....their also the people you probably know least about and then when you really try to understand them they worry you....not like in a really bad way but like you care about them and they mean a lot to you now that you really realize it....well.... yes of course im talkin bout him....well a him not thee him....cuz i do got a HIM!!! Oh my lanta that will have to be a diff post...So i never realized this one guy meant something to me hes just a friend really not like one of those you got a secret crush on... but the guy that’s like your big brother and you just want the best for him...but you know... idk i just care..... i guess i've known him since like 1st or 2nd grade and ive never really took interest in him he just kinda caught my attention this year he just kinda made me feel like he could be a really great reliable friend...he just makes people feel like there important. you know them type of people.. well idk what more to say bout himm.......
~Katy RaeLynne~
~Katy RaeLynne~
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Our Last Call.
Tears run down and my black eye liner smears across my face u stare at me like i have the answer for what i did... of course i don't know why i did it...sooo why are you still standing here in front of me if you can't stand looking at my face. Why do you let him call me that?
I move closer and closer to the door soo why do you too? I just want out of this relationship so how come it seems i come back everytime begging at ur knees, hoping you will forgive me that you won't leave me.10 months we can't leave each other now i still love you.... do you still love meeeee??? it seems as though the more and more my mind begs for you the more and more my heart wants out of it.... the more and more my heart aches to be whole again. You told me she'd never mean anything to you,you told me you'd never do anything with her....
So i spent my nights crying for you u said u cried for me but im pretty sure i was just a status symbl to you. well tonight i won't stand there and beg for you i will leave and never return you won't hear from me again i will be gone so say ur good bye forever cuz to tell you the truth
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I
DONT
LOVE
YOU
ANY
MORE
!
!
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THIS IS OUR LAST CALL!
I move closer and closer to the door soo why do you too? I just want out of this relationship so how come it seems i come back everytime begging at ur knees, hoping you will forgive me that you won't leave me.10 months we can't leave each other now i still love you.... do you still love meeeee??? it seems as though the more and more my mind begs for you the more and more my heart wants out of it.... the more and more my heart aches to be whole again. You told me she'd never mean anything to you,you told me you'd never do anything with her....
So i spent my nights crying for you u said u cried for me but im pretty sure i was just a status symbl to you. well tonight i won't stand there and beg for you i will leave and never return you won't hear from me again i will be gone so say ur good bye forever cuz to tell you the truth
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.
I
DONT
LOVE
YOU
ANY
MORE
!
!
!
THIS IS OUR LAST CALL!
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