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Sunday, December 25, 2011

It's Your Love By Tim McGraw

Yeah, yeah

Dancin' in the dark, middle of the night
Takin' your heart and holdin' it tight
Emotional touch, touchin' my skin
And asking you to do
What you've been doin' all over again

Oh, it's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know
What it is that won't let me go?

It's your love
It just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough

And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under
Oh, it's your love

Better than I was, more than I am
And all of this happened by taking your hand
And who I am now is who I wanted to be
And now that we're together
I'm stronger than ever, I'm happy and free
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/tim-mcGraw-lyrics/it_s-your-love-lyrics.html ]

Oh, it's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in
If you asked me why I've changed
All I gotta do is say your sweet name

It's your love
It just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough

And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under
Oh, it's your love

Oh, oh, oh, baby

Oh, it's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know
What it is that won't let me go?

It's your love
It just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough

And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under
Oh, it's your love

It's your love
It's your love

Every cute couples gotta have there song:))
December 22nd 2011 :))

Friday, December 23, 2011

Goodbye, Hello

I never had the fear of falling in love. We all want to fall in love the feel of loving someone and being loved back. But there's always that one that makes you feel everything. Butterflies, hurt, happinessm, love, lust and sadness. He can make you feel like he's really the one...until.... Friday night your sitting on your bed cryin your eyes out hes left you... you feel nothing.....you let the tears fall but hes left you so much ur just not sure what the real reason for you tears are...... So now everyday i put up my graud. Most guys think they see everything but really they only see the fake whole part i dont allow my brokeness to get in the way i forget about you and i smile because i know im beautiful. And i don't need you to tell me other wise:)

I'm done with your games and im afraid of love, but today im stronger then ever I'm Kaitlynn and im beautiful and i dont need any stupid boy to tell me soo with that,,
Goodbye Adam
9/3/11

Hello Taylor
9/13/11




Kiss me goodnight, and tell me how much you love me && dont slap me in the face and tell me you can do better... cuz i really used to love you

Saturday, December 17, 2011

Kaity & Tay

I LOVE YOU!!!!! We've basically been dating since ummmm......Early September... but haven't and this is what i gotta say bout Tay:))
He's got the most georgous eyes ever there like green blueish grayish haha crazy right but amazing:)
The way he smiles makes me melt.
The way he kisses me makes me feel high:))
I love the way he says my name!
He gives me butterflies when he says he loves me!
All i can do is smile when i'm with my love bugg:))


I LOVE YOU TAY:))

kAiTY & tAY<3

No Love

I wish i could say i missed you but i dont. I wish i could tell you i still love you without it being a lie. I wish i could say were working on 1 year and a month. But the truth is im wishin Me and Him were working on 2 months.

I can't love you any longer it is time for you to move on  to a different day.

Love for no longer, Kaity

Thursday, December 15, 2011

Left Shoe On Right & Right Shoe On Left

Now days teenagers find stupid jokes to be funny. Which i have yet to understand how i mean really, is there any reason to tell the girl that is head over heals in love with you that you broke up with your girl friend for her. I think not. Yes that would not be something that a girl would kill herself over but if you think about the worse things that teenagers joke about and say to each other kinda that sets  teenagers off  the cliff. I'm not saying me... i'm planted firmly on this cliff about 900 feet from the edge.
If you think about what some teens say to the homosexal people you'd understand you may say there over dramatic but bare with me a sec.... Lets say its weird to be what you people call "normal". Your pestered every day about the way you look at guys if ur a girl and girls if your a guy. All you know is that your attacked to a diff gender. Think about it put that right shoe on the left foot.
What about the kids that get made fun of for no apparent reason... maybe they have a disorder, or maybe there not all there in the head. You dont know there life you dont even know them and even if you "THINK" you know them im sure you have no cule about them.
Jam that damn right foot in that left shoe look on the other side of the closed door have you givin' them the chance to open up to you. I bet not.
Some times you just talkin to a person at the right time makes a big difference. I guess this post had no meaning but i guess im just tired of the way ppl treat eachother totally not far.
Oh and take a peek behind that closed door you'd be suprised what you'll find trust me. But make sure you knock first some doors are closed for a reason...

Monday, November 28, 2011

nor·mal /ˈnɔrməl/ [nawr-muhl]

How do I get back to normal? Was I ever normal? What is normal?

nor·mal [nawr-muhl]

adjective

1.conforming to the standard or the common type: usual; not abnormal; regular; natrual..
2.serving to establish a standard.
 
THANK YOU GOOGLE:))
 
Ok so back to what I was saying. I'm very much different from others.. people start talkin to me and i think they get really annoyed with me...I never know what i talking bout people start laughing like ik what im talking bout ummm.... news flash to ya'll i have no clue as to what im talking bout im just kinda... for lack of a better word im STUPID O.o  
Well so now im trying to be normal but i've started doin things that are not takin me down a very good path i wanna be a model but ive started... umm never mind i think i should go now
Shit there goes the barrel of monkey ill figure something out..........i think...........

Thursday, November 10, 2011

GUYS!!!

Moving on a topic i've never quite learned. Its very difficult for me cause im soo easily love struck. I still love him, you, us. I just have a problem with it all i loved most of them i don't know if i truly know what love is or not but i have this small feelin that i do. Maybe i dont but i guess there's only one way to fined out right.


Every boy that breaks my heart makes me a "Stronger Woman".   Every guy i've gone for has been older then me. By a couple years 16, 17, 18, 19 is there something wrong with me or is it just something i do. But then again all the guys in my school are like 5 year olds in teenagers bodies.
STUPID!!!!!!

But they guys that are like 17 are staring to be a little nicer and have a heart.

OHHHH MY LANTA MY STUDY HALL IS SOO ANNOYING BOYS.

I hate hangin out with chicks theres really only two my besties Nina and Vannah. i choose to hang with guys....LESS DRAMA!

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

I know, Why

I know you love me so why do you act  like you dont.
I know you wanna be mine so why do you act like you dont.
I know you like being with me so why do you act like i dont.
I know there's something bothering you, so why do you blame it on me.
I know you say you want me but do you really?
I know that when your standing in front of me you physically there but in your eyes your really not here with me.
So
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Why do i sit here everyday reaching out for you.
Why do i have to beg for you to show me your love
Why do i have to miss you when you live jut down the block
Why do i have to lay in bed and cry relivin' the worst nightmare of my lif over again.
Why do i have to listen to you apologize all the time for you hurtin me tellin me that you never ment to say it.
Why do i have to lay in bed staring at the celing feelin like im not good enough for you
Why do i have to miss you when your standing right in front of my face.
Why do i have to wake up scared cuz u might leave me
Why do i have to look in your eyes and still miss you.
Why do i have to feel like im the only one lovin someone in this relationship.....
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I LOVE YOU DO YOU SITLL LOVE ME

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Whatever

Well... I really dislike people that are self abosrobed  it makes me sooo crazy.. It also makes me crazy to hear ppl complain about lies... like when their lying about their lives...like the girls that have sex with every guy then complains about how they think their pregnat or about any lie just cause your life isn't that intersting doesn't mean you gotta be a lier STUPID!!!!! Or the girls that think that every thing is about them... HELLO WAKE UP NOT BOUT YOU  ALLL THE DANG TIME.... them type of ppl just uhggg and so do the little  chicks that run their mouth about stuff they think they know bout when really they don't. there just acting like they know stuff just to look smart cause really there not... but i mean what do i know, to them im a wh*re... just cause i had liked a couple guys... umm ok i think if i was a wh*re i would be doing everything that walked... like half the chicks in this town..and thats why when i graduate im gunna move to a different state....
Kaity RaeLynne

Friday, October 21, 2011

The People We Call Friends Or Family Or Both~mmfil~

They're the ones that stare. They're the ones that talk behind close doors. The endless bull that they cause... you know the drama we all want to avoid, but we all know that the people that want out of it most are the ones that are usually wrapped up in it more.
There the people that cause it most, and then thats when you relize their the people that you hang out with..... hmm now on that note i know im not alone when i say that their the people that you'd like too just like to slap the sh*t out of and say "Grow up and get a life" then you gotta think of the repercutions if you do that.......
Hmmm what bout family their the same way... i mean my family is soo messed up..... for once i just want a normal family its stupid. And people wanna know why teenagers are so messed up in the head i mean look at some of your family's totally NOT PERFECT!!! but whatever then we turn 18 and move out.... and some how the families we make end up just as messed up if not worse the when we were kids... i guess if there starting families earlier then 18 then of course some how it is just not gunna be normal your still a child your self and you gotta rase one yourself.. so of course your kid is gunna be messed up....
As for me im not normal... you see your parents fight soo much and you see how they treat each other with words you just see it as normal for how to treat or be treated by your......boyfriend or girlfriend.... you let your friends walk all over you and your partner.... i let himm..... treat me like i was nothing and i didn't even see it but then the people that you learn it from are freaking out cause your letting it happen... UMMM HELLOOOO YOU MADE IT LOOK NOMRAL TO ME! How am i suppose to know thats not normal.. or that its not health... i didn't notice that i was unhappy or a little depressed....
Ok then you get someone that treats you like a princess and then you treat him like SH*T ummm ok this is not normal for a 15yr old too do..... well dont yell at me i didn't know any better they showed me ......

The words i coulnt say

In a book, in a box, in the closet In a line, in a song I once heard In a moment on a front porch late one June In a breath inside a whisper beneath the moon
There it was at the tips of my fingers There it was on the tip of my tongue There you were and I had never been that far There it was the who
le world wrapped inside my arms

And I
let it all slip away

What d
o I do now that you're gone
No back up plan, no second chance And no one else to blame All I can hear in the silence that remains Are the words I couldn't say
There's a rain that will ne
ver stop fallin' There's a wall that I tried to take down What I should have said just wouldn't pass my lips So I held back and now we've come to this

And it's too late now
What do I do now that yo
u're gone No back up plan, no second chance And no one else to blame All I can hear in the silence that remains
Are the words I couldn't say
I should have found the way to tell you how I felt Now the one I'm telling is myself
What do I do now that you're gone No bac
k up plan, no second chance And no one else to blame All I can hear in the silence that remains
Are the words I couldn't say
What do I do now that you're gone No back up
plan, no second chance And no one else to blame All I can hear in the silence that remains Are the words I couldn't say

What do I do now that you're gone No back up plan, no second chance And no one else to bla
me All I can hear in the silence that remains Are the words I couldn't say

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Those one friends!

There’s those friends that you consider friends nothing more really you care bout them but their just there, their not close but at arms length if you absolutely need them there sweet and can make a day better by a couple words but....their also the people you probably know least about and then when you really try to understand them they worry you....not like in a really bad way but like you care about them and they mean a lot to you now that you really realize it....well.... yes of course im talkin bout him....well a him not thee him....cuz i do got a HIM!!! Oh my lanta that will have to be a diff post...So i never realized this one guy meant something to me hes just a friend really not like one of those you got a secret crush on... but the guy that’s like your big brother and you just want the best for him...but you know... idk i just care..... i guess i've known him since like 1st or 2nd grade and ive never really took interest in him he just kinda caught my attention this year he just kinda made me feel like he could be a really great reliable friend...he just makes people feel like there important. you know them type of people.. well idk what more to say bout himm.......

~Katy RaeLynne~

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Our Last Call.

Tears run down and my black eye liner smears across my face u stare at me like i have the answer for what i did... of course i don't know why i did it...sooo why are you still standing here in front of me if you can't stand looking at my face. Why do you let him call me that?


I move closer and closer to the door soo why do you too? I just want out of this relationship so how come it seems i come back everytime begging at ur knees, hoping you will forgive me that you won't leave me.10 months we can't leave each other now i still love you.... do you still love meeeee??? it seems as though the more and more my mind begs for you the more and more my heart wants out of it.... the more and more my heart aches to be whole again. You told me she'd never mean anything to you,you told me you'd never do anything with her....


So i spent my nights crying for you u said u cried for me but im pretty sure i was just a status symbl to you. well tonight i won't stand there and beg for you i will leave and never return you won't hear from me again i will be gone so say ur good bye forever cuz to tell you the truth
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I
DONT

LOVE
YOU
ANY
MORE
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THIS IS OUR LAST CALL!