nor·mal /ˈnɔrməl/ [nawr-muhl]

How do I get back to normal? Was I ever normal? What is normal?

nor·mal /ˈnɔrməl/ [nawr-muhl]

adjective

1.conforming to the standard or the common type: usual; not abnormal; regular; natrual..

2.serving to establish a standard.

 

THANK YOU GOOGLE:))

 

Ok so back to what I was saying. I'm very much different from others.. people start talkin to me and i think they get really annoyed with me...I never know what i talking bout people start laughing like ik what im talking bout ummm.... news flash to ya'll i have no clue as to what im talking bout im just kinda... for lack of a better word im STUPID O.o  

Well so now im trying to be normal but i've started doin things that are not takin me down a very good path i wanna be a model but ive started... umm never mind i think i should go now

Shit there goes the barrel of monkey ill figure something out..........i think...........

GUYS!!!

Moving on a topic i've never quite learned. Its very difficult for me cause im soo easily love struck. I still love him, you, us. I just have a problem with it all i loved most of them i don't know if i truly know what love is or not but i have this small feelin that i do. Maybe i dont but i guess there's only one way to fined out right.


Every boy that breaks my heart makes me a "Stronger Woman".   Every guy i've gone for has been older then me. By a couple years 16, 17, 18, 19 is there something wrong with me or is it just something i do. But then again all the guys in my school are like 5 year olds in teenagers bodies.
STUPID!!!!!!

But they guys that are like 17 are staring to be a little nicer and have a heart.

OHHHH MY LANTA MY STUDY HALL IS SOO ANNOYING BOYS.

I hate hangin out with chicks theres really only two my besties Nina and Vannah. i choose to hang with guys....LESS DRAMA!

I know, Why

I know you love me so why do you act  like you dont.
I know you wanna be mine so why do you act like you dont.
I know you like being with me so why do you act like i dont.
I know there's something bothering you, so why do you blame it on me.
I know you say you want me but do you really?
I know that when your standing in front of me you physically there but in your eyes your really not here with me.
So
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Why do i sit here everyday reaching out for you.
Why do i have to beg for you to show me your love
Why do i have to miss you when you live jut down the block
Why do i have to lay in bed and cry relivin' the worst nightmare of my lif over again.
Why do i have to listen to you apologize all the time for you hurtin me tellin me that you never ment to say it.
Why do i have to lay in bed staring at the celing feelin like im not good enough for you
Why do i have to miss you when your standing right in front of my face.
Why do i have to wake up scared cuz u might leave me
Why do i have to look in your eyes and still miss you.
Why do i have to feel like im the only one lovin someone in this relationship.....
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I LOVE YOU DO YOU SITLL LOVE ME